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Tuesday, September 18th, 2012
1:08 pm
I'm back for a moment, everyone! There is so much to say, but I don't have much time today. You'd think you would have time for everything in heaven, but I've been so busy! A while back I got my wings and it's been so much fun. It's so relaxing being able to soar like the Avariel! Ahhhh....LOL nerdy, right? :-). Tomorrow I'm going to hang out with Alisha and Dave. Alisha ran a hospice in London and Dave was a smart guy who came to heaven before he could finish high school. Did you now there is television in heaven? This morning I had a scone while I watched some Felicity (I still haven't watched the third season...I'm such a procrastinator!). Well, I'll write again soon, I promise. Love you all!

Monday, November 15th, 2004
5:25 am
Hey guys, sorry I didn't update sooner. You wouldn't believe how long the line was to get in. It's a lot worse when people have to go downstairs and they spend forever trying to plead their case. I got in without much of a problem though, so it wasn't that bad. I guess I didn't really have much to do anyway. Heaven isn't what I thought it would be. The roads in heaven are paved with gold and angels operate trolleys for people to get around in. There's a six-year waiting period for wings, so it looks like I'll be using the trolley for a while. Luckily they have the net up here. I asked if I could use AOL but a lot people freaked out and junk. I guess it's a naughty acronym up here. I'm not sure what they use here. Hotmail isn't accessible here, but GMail is, so that's okay I guess. I'll just wait until they make it public before I use it. So if I didn't (or don't) reply to your comments, don't feel offended. I just can't access them. Doesn't matter though. I'll be back later with another update for you guys. Thanks for sticking around this long. :-)

Sunday, June 30th, 2002
11:45 am
4th of July
Derek and I are driving down to Southern California today. On the way, we'll stop and see some friends in San Francisco. It'll be like a mini road trip :-) Marc isn't too happy about me going away so soon, but I've assured him I'll be back right after the 4th.

Have a good holiday, everyone! I love you all :-)


Current Mood: excited
Saturday, June 29th, 2002
7:41 pm
An Update, Sorry....
Eeek. I haven't updated for a while. On the 25th, Marc and I went out for dancing. (I've got it in my blood or something, I tell you....) We took a moonlit walk and ended up at this tiny playground. We played on the seesaw and swing set, which we were much too big for, but that was half the fun. We went swimming in his pool and lay on our backs, watching the stars and the water ripples reflecting off of the trees. And....we kissed in the gazebo....at least 20 times. We were just so happy to be with each other and all our affection for one another came out that night.

*sigh* I feel like a girl with a giggly crush. I love the feeling :-)

Jen and I went rafting yesterday. Nice to be out in the cool water when it's 95 degrees out.


Current Mood: loved
Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
6:41 pm
Now I Know Why They Have a Song Called, "Happy Days"
I got reviewed today by ljreview. click here to read it. I was surprised at the score I got; I thought the fact that I've been posting sporadically would drastically lower it.

Marc has been calling me and asking if I want to go to the beach, if I want to see a movie, if I want to go to Seattle....we talked for hours on the phone last night and when I asked why he wanted to spend so much time with me, he answered, "Because you're the sweetest girl and I don't think I should let you get away." He couldn't see me, but I was smiling like an idiot. Could there be something between us? I think I'm ready to open up to a relationship again. We're going out tonight....wish me luck! :-)


Current Mood: excited
Saturday, June 22nd, 2002
11:16 pm
It's Been Awhile....
I've pretty much been in Southern California the past couple of days or so, helping my parents move and visiting some of my friends there. I'll be back there around the 30th of this month or so, and I'll stay for about a week. Maybe even longer. It's great to see some of my old friends who went to UCLA and other places....it brings back a lot of memories: some good, some not so good, and some that are so great I wonder why we ever drifted apart. Well, we have this time now, so I guess that's better than nothing.

Gabe (maxalba) is such a sweet guy :-) Look what he made meCollapse )

On an off note, Ann Landers died today. I wonder if anyone else will take up her advice column....

Current Mood: exhausted
Tuesday, June 18th, 2002
12:22 pm
Tiresome Day
I haven't updated for a couple of days :-/ It seems I let one day go by, and then another slips by as well. It all moves way too fast sometimes.

I'll be 21 in a month and 8 days. My 21+ friends are saying, "Oh, it will be so great! You get to do so much!" Besides alcohol, I can't think of that many privileges, and the alcohol isn't even a factor for me. I guess you're treated with more respect?

It's popular to be jaded, it seems. *sigh* I guess I'm following the crowd today.

Current Mood: drained
Saturday, June 15th, 2002
5:37 pm
Dance, Dance, Dance
I want to start dancing again. I signed up for ballet, just to see if I could still dance the way I did in high school, only this time with no pressure to be only the best and under 100 lbs. at the same time. It was my release then and I can already feel it will do the same now. Just performing the same movements gives a kind of rush, a feeling that I'm either on top of the world or all alone; I'm not sure if there's really any difference.


Current Mood: rejuvenated
Thursday, June 13th, 2002
5:11 pm
Public Pressure
Eminem is being played on the radio while I'm reading the lyrics to his song on the computer. Personally, I think he's right about the fact that people have a tendency to blame their problems on other people or other things. The school shootings? Partly blamed on Marilyn Manson. What about the parents? Where were they? It's almost like we need icons who do bad things so we can say, "Oh, I was influenced by fill in the blank". Like, "I became a stripper after seeing Britney pole dancing at one of her shows" or "I beat the crap out of that annoying neighbor using the techniques the Rock used on WWF". It kind of fits in with the "guns don't kill people...." Celebrities are who they are and do what they do. ANYONE can influence anyone else. So maybe they're in the public eye a lot more. I think they should get a little credit for having to deal with that in the first place, instead of being blamed for someone else's actions.


Current Mood: contemplative
Wednesday, June 12th, 2002
3:39 pm
Something looks different....
Several things:

New default icon (finally!) because I needed a change and because rocker chicks like Avril Lavigne are cool. :-)

new layout too. Jen should get a medal for all the stuff she's done with icons and layouts on LiveJournal alone. Along with the refried color sets, she made me the one I'm using now. If you're reading this on your friends page, click here to see it. Tell me what you think!


Current Mood: happy
Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
8:43 pm
Sometimes I really wish I had gone to college in New Zealand, or at least somewhere further away from where I am now. Then I wouldn't feel so drained and tired of this town after being here most of my life. I don't remember growing up in France that well, since we came to the States when I was really little. My parents are moving down to Pasadena this summer. It came suddenly, and I guess I should have anticipated it, but it was still a surprise. I have a suspicion they're leaving partly because of Karen, but I can't be positive. Oh well....I guess I'll be busier this summer, anyway.


Current Mood: mellow
Monday, June 10th, 2002
4:20 pm
Past few Days
Lots of short, two sentence entries these past couple of days. I'm just busier than usual, since half my friends have jobs and the other half have decided to go out for every little, inane reason.

And Jen is strategizing. Poor girl, you can almost see the thoughts swirling in her head. Does anyone know how she can make $330 in two weeks?


P.S. More detailed entries soon, I promise! :-)

Current Mood: hot
Sunday, June 9th, 2002
5:24 pm
oh, and Happy Birthday sunnybunnygirl!!!! :-)

and to dvs, although I don't know her :-) Just sharing the love.
5:03 pm
Carson and the Meaning of Happiness?
Jen and I went to see our friend Carson today. He writes and directs plays, and he recruits Jen every single time to design the lights and the sets. It's fun to see how the productions develop from read-throughs to blocking to the opening night. Carson is cool. One of my friends asked him once why he even bothered to pursue a career as a playwright since they made very little money, and Carson answered "That's why I like it." I wish I could have that idealism.


Current Mood: lonely
4:09 pm
Please everyone....if you pray, then pray for the friends of _confuzion_, because he died in a car accident recently. And if you don't pray, then say something nice to one of them. Thank you. That is all.

Saturday, June 8th, 2002
10:15 pm
New Bio
I made a sort of banner thingy for my bio....I don't have a good photo editing program though, so it looks kind of crappy. Oh well....I pretty much suck at design anyway.


Current Mood: creative
Friday, June 7th, 2002
10:14 pm
More Camping Stories and Jeff Musings
I didn't finish writing about my camping trip. We went hiking during the day and saw some really beautiful things, like opening flowers and baby animals(all of which we admired from afar, since none of us wanted to meet any cranky parents). And on one of them, yes, the food incident. Fortunately, we didn't starve so I guess it's just one of thosr things we'll laugh about next week. We were in two tents, and in the middle of the first night, Michael got up to use the bathroom, and then came into our tent, where Shari, Derek and I were. He was really tired, so he just snuggled in between Shari and me and fell asleep without even noticing that he was in the wrong tent. We didn't even notice until a few hours later, when Shari rolled over and accidentally smacked him in the head. It was one funny sight, the four of us suddenly awake and getting more and more tangled up in sleeping bags, pillows and blankets. The rest of the trip, we just carried everything in big piles instead of neatly putting everything away. It was a lot of fun, though, and it just reminded me more how much I'll miss seeing Shari and Will every day(even though Will can't cook to save his life, and yet, he still tries).

I'm completely over Jeff too. I figured that out on the trip too, on one of the hikes. I don't know how I feel about Marc, though. I don't want to jump into a relationship so quickly, and I don't want to create problems that will just come back again in the future.

I love these layouts! Thanks, Jen!


Current Mood: hungry
Thursday, June 6th, 2002
8:09 pm
Does anyone know of some out of print book websites?
Wednesday, June 5th, 2002
1:34 pm
Well, we had a great time except for the fact that we went hiking yesterday and Michael forgot to bring most of the food. I don't know why, but that's a recurring thing every time I go camping. This time I was prepared though, and we divided some sandwiches and fruit among us until we were able to get back to our camp. I'll talk more about it later, but right now I have a doctor's appointment and then shopping for Steve's birthday present.


Current Mood: refreshed
Sunday, June 2nd, 2002
2:53 pm
Summer Plans and Some Thoughts About the Past
It's a pretty long, boring summer, according to Pamela. I think she's somehow referring to the (sort of) recent drama between Jeff and I. I think she feels in the middle because she's probably the closest person to both of us. Even though she's been friends with Jeff a lot longer than with me, she and I are very close friends and can relate to each other on many levels. Jeff hasn't really been around much, though, which bothers her too. We have a lot of mutual friends and he's been avoiding a lot of them, probably thinking they're all angry at him. I think some of them are, but they're his friends too. I wish we could have ended the relationship without having to end any other friendships, but I guess that's not going to happen. I hope he makes good friends when he goes away to Southern California. I also hope Heather makes him happy and doesn't hurt him intentionally.

I'm going camping for the next couple of days with Ali, Shari, Will, Michael, Tracy and Derek. Kind of a last trip among us since Shari and Will are probably going to be too busy to do anything soon. Shari is going to stay in the area and is going to go to UC Davis for veterinary school. Will is going to Texas in a couple of weeks to visit some of his friends, then he's going to settle in Chicago for a while, just because he thinks it's a cool place. I've never been there, but I've heard it has a lot of cultural 1920 era stuff.

See you all around Wednesday or so! Yosemite, here we come! :-)


Current Mood: cheerful
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